Life Unplanned

Unplanned goes on and on
Unplanned like the birth of Christ
Unplanned like they rolled the dice

Fucked over while doubled over
Over and over
Ever changing and ever dazing
Never staying and never making-

Decisions
Divisions
Always tired are the road demons
To heed the call of the universe
Is to climb in to the back of a hearse
None of it rehearsed

What comes first?
A burst?
Light like a supernova and
Burning to the ground
My mind goes away with a rebounding  sound

Lady Luck is a bitch
Kill her and put her in a ditch
Get that Damn thing off the hitch

Unplanned like a ship unmanned
Flags at half mast
As we drive passed
Drive to the ends of the earth

Love was what I wanted first
Gone in that light slash burst

To be clear

To clear my mind
I need my time
Don't rush me

I am uncomfortable in my skin
I am comfortable in my sin
You are uncomfortable with how we've been

But how have we been?
Can you hear over the din?
Too many words and too any people
I'll climb to the top of the church steeple

In you I am ankle deep
And you can crush me into a heap
So I'll just listen to you in your sleep
While you dream silent and deep

To hear the words and hum the hymns
To be near other beings
To hold your hands and listen to bands

Not to give in to consumerist brands

Just to be clear
I don't know what I want
And just to be fair
I don't know when or where
I'll find the strength to even dare

I'm losing sleep over you
Oh, what's a poor girl to do?
Can I get a rest?
No, not when you look your best
Packer, Adam, Daniel
They must be lookin' so painful

Baby, maybe, maybe you drive me crazy
Crazy, lazy, dazed and fazed

Girl, You got my mind
Where ever did you find?
Out we come to know what that means
Slip me that poison, slip me that poison
To remove the tension

Baby, maybe, maybe you drive me crazy
Crazy, lazy, dazed and fazed

Lust swarms my body like locusts
Swarm your body like molten latex
You ain't got nothin' I can't fix

Baby, maybe, maybe you drive me crazy
Crazy, lazy, dazed and oh so fa fa fazed

Gone from Africa

A wave of dark, warm skin
Exotic voices and new smells
What have we to hate?
They, by far, are the more interesting
The light hoards of uncommonly common commoners bore the most lowly of lows

Yet they, they who are animals of the night brought forth Into the light, to walk in the white sea without a thought, are the ones who should hate

Light has hated dark for so long, yet they, the Exotic, are not scared

They are people like you and I
They live like Buck and Doe

I am a follower of the Ones without hate
No hate, yet fear
Sometimes

Coffee

Coffee can't cure all ills
So I guess its time for the pills
Acting heart sick, I feel like a dick
Come down, come quick, before I take my pick
I'm a fool in the rain, I'm a fool in pain
Watching my makeup run
Gotta find something else that rhymes with run
It can't always be "Fun"