To be clear

To clear my mind
I need my time
Don't rush me

I am uncomfortable in my skin
I am comfortable in my sin
You are uncomfortable with how we've been

But how have we been?
Can you hear over the din?
Too many words and too any people
I'll climb to the top of the church steeple

In you I am ankle deep
And you can crush me into a heap
So I'll just listen to you in your sleep
While you dream silent and deep

To hear the words and hum the hymns
To be near other beings
To hold your hands and listen to bands

Not to give in to consumerist brands

Just to be clear
I don't know what I want
And just to be fair
I don't know when or where
I'll find the strength to even dare