Wo(man) FUCK THIS POEM.

Cold hands,
Warm heart,
Sharp nails,
Poison dart,
Soft skin,
Big eyes,
Red lips,
Wet thighs

With strong arms and hard legs
The better of the two is Woman
She may look weak
She may look small
But did you know she has the power to destroy all?

Ya really got it easy
You could vote
You could take her kids
You could lock her up
Don't you remember loving your Mom when you were a Pup?

She was made from you
God gave her the strength to deal with you
"This is now bone of my bone,
 flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman,
 because she was taken out of Man. - Genesis 2:23

WHY IS EVERYTHING I WRITE SHIT???
FUCK THIS POEM.
FUCK IT. 

I need to be truthful to myself
I need to feel beloved by myself

If you know what I mean
Can you be on my team
It isn't about the sex
But the sex is good
It is about soul touching soul

I fell in love
I knew I was
I knew you knew nothing
When I thought of you
My insides hurt
And my heart burned

But when the world turned
And I left
I cried
Sorrow in my soul
I thought you would never be mine

It was fine as long as I could see you
Look at you on the street
Imagine what you felt like
Imagine what you sounded like
Imagine what you loved like
But that would never be mine


What was I to do?
Follow you?
No
No hope in that
I was weird
It made you turn
It made me burn

Even when I was gone
You never left me
On my mind every night
I didn't feel right
I cried
I wrote letters
To tell you I loved you
But not anymore

It was a lie
I never stopped loving you
So many letters
So many lies
So many nights

My soul knew you somewhere before
It knew your soul
It couldn't let go
So I couldn't let go

I still feel dumb
For fighting for you
I fought when I thought you didn't care
But I was the one that didn't care

I wanted you to talk to me for hours
I wanted you to look upon me with wonder
I wanted you to see my love

I remember when I watched you watch TV
I tripped on you
I hit the ground face first
So close, yet so far
It wasn't fair

Nothing is as fair as you are now
You hold a power over me that I cannot be rid of
You could do anything to me
And I'd let you
It feels wrong
To let you get away with murder
 But I can't help myself

I don't want to lose you
I feel like you might find someone better
Someone who knows what their doing
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know how to love you and make you happy
I know only you can make you happy
But I need to know I could do it
I don't know that
I don't know that there isn't someone who loves you more than I
Someone who you may love more

I feel dumb
You needed know this
I was in love with you for so long 

 

The Wise Talker

She is a talker

Not much of a walker

A mother fucking love mocker
She makes me wanna clock her

If she weren't worth money
That would be some sweet bloodhoney

I loved her, now what?

She was my thing
Thought of her every night
My feelings were a fight
It never felt very right
But now that she's mine
I don't even feel fine

All my love is gone like good wine
And I don't have the time
To spend on this tarnished dime

Endless days melt into slow nights
I am just waiting for the first of many fights
Fuck, if I don't want everyone to see her love bites

If she loves me

She don't know how to show it

I'll put out a fit

I'll bite down on the grip

Nah, not my thing

Every night for years

Now I can feel the hot wet tears

It runs down with all my fears

Is it worth fighting for?

I made her my sweet little whore

I can hear the beats through the floor

Down, down, down,

Black hole

Don't want to deal with the whole

But she's mine

And with me she feels fine

My 1 cent tarnished dime

Life sinks 

Love stinks 

But I fucking love all your kinks

What Makes It Better

Nothing makes it better
No one makes it better
If nothing and no one make it better
Nothing and no one can make it worse

The world is a mean place
God made it you who's gotta face
The fire coming your way

But on a better day
Someone somewhere can make it go away
 But you gotta want it
Want them to save the day
But also want the gray

You make your world how it is
You make the day bright
You make it out of sight

I feel the teeth of fate in my ankle
I feel the blood of life running
I feel the light-headed daze of wonder coming
I feel life happening

But to feel it
I had to want to
And so I did

It Isn't, But It Is

It isn't you

It isn't me

It isn't them

It isn't us

It is love

It is life

It is pain

It is strife

It isn't Him

It isn't He

It isn't you

It isn't me

It is to love

It is to free

It is to be

It is to see

It is for you

It is for me

I want to see what we can be

For now I hurt

And now you love

And it is you who I hold above

All else

I want to feel your strong pulse

I want to hold you when you're weak

I want to make you feel not too meek

Because you do for me what I cannot

You hold me tight and when I fought

You held me harder and talked to me

I want to be for you what you are for me

In time we'll grow

In time we'll know

In time our love will glow

So now I show to you what you are

You are an angel to me by far

And take me away in a red winged car

And take you to a lovely bar